Tuesday, July 19, 2011

我要回我們的甜蜜

我們怎麼了?
這句話我問了很多次
答案可以很完美。可是沒有人回答我
=)
沒關係。我微笑著


吵架可以增進感情?
請問是真的嗎?誰可以證實?
或許,我們與總不同
越吵越兇
現在兩個變無比生疏的陌生人
這種感覺,你們嘗試過嗎?
好受嗎?
 
我們只是太在乎對方
需要寬容的心


特別的回憶是需要機會的
機會來了
我腦袋想到的不是朋友。是你
你一句不要
我直接被打入十八層地獄
沒有說出來的。是心痛
沒關係。我繼續微笑面對
=)
我只是希望有和你特別的回憶
那個嘗試,不是隨手可得



誤會是兩個人產生的
要解開誤會。也需要兩個人
或許我不善於解釋
明明一張白紙但我卻弄髒了
還能救嗎?不行



冰塊凍傷了我的皮膚
我嘗試融化該冰塊
結論是::我覺得自己自導自演。
我知道你有努力
 
我脾氣一向不好,我太大小姐
又或許是。
處女座小題大作。敏感度太高
對不起
 
 
 
 
需要一個溫暖的擁抱
可是連月亮遇見星星的機會都沒有
換來的。是溫溫的眼淚
 鹹的
 
 
我不是哭。是眼淚滿了。滿滿的留下
請別說我懦弱
因為我從沒振作
自閉症延續著
我不說話
我一個人
=)



很專心在考試
寫完考卷
覆在桌子上,望著外面的藍天白雲
如果
愛情沒有陰天閃電
沒有雨天打雷
一切都是美好的晴天
想白雲一樣。感覺軟綿綿
不是很幸福嗎?



情傷之前都品嚐過了
味道不是很好
想是太有血性味的紅酒
太痛了
可是
至少我嘗試過
我記得我說過。
我不會再選擇這樣的味道
我要的
跟小熊維尼一樣——蜂蜜



離開不是解脫
離開不是潛逃
距離會讓相愛的人分開嗎?
就像白天和黑夜一樣
那麼遙遠。
握不到的手
抱不到的腰
靠不到的肩
躺不到的背
該當作收藏嗎?
我不要這樣
你的手
你的腰
你的肩
你的背
是屬於我們兩個人的
我還在
那些都不准放空
生活上的拖累
只有我拖你。你從沒讓我感覺被拖累了
可能
不敢面對壓力
就變成拖累
不是找不回感覺。只是我們的努力還沒有到極限
原有的甜蜜
還在
我會努力把它找出來=)




太黑暗的思想。讓彩虹的快樂都消失
其實
往好的方面想
夜晚也可以有彩虹
不是在天空
是在你我手中




愛情不是誰對誰錯
需要的是更多的包容
愛情不是公不公平
需要的是更多的體諒


所有事情可以變晴天
重要的是決定
think positive 



我說過了。牽過的手,不放
我要的很簡單
只是原本的我們



Sunday, July 3, 2011

food for you and me =)

Yesterday night i didn't eat anything
when i walk down to down stairs 
the dining tables was empty -.-
nothing for me to eat , mamii keep all the dinner into the freezer 
isshh
i feel hungry man
i sms told hubby that i was hungry...and maybe i just eat two piece of bread 
but she didn't want me to eat bread
she go buy supper for me X)
Weee
she said want come and meet me for awhile 
haha
mamii want me ask her buy ice kacang to her ...
but she find many place , didn't found 
nvm...the most important is my supper not the ice kacang XD
how bad ...
hehe


and then...my baby kim was get lost 
Ohhh ><
she not very grasp about malacca road 
haha...once again ... she's from pahang =)
luckily she know how to go my house at last 



Thx my baby kim ...
hehe...
i finish it ...
i know i getting fat and fat 
but i just really feel hungry ...XD
feel so full after eating ...
omg ><



Today...mamii and nephew went aunty house 
i stay at home alone ...
the house was quiet like hell -.-
i curi curi take rice and pot 
i went to kitchen ...and cook porridge XD
first time -.-
i know how to cook but not rice and porridge 
hubby say she want to eat porridge without anything when friday
but i dont know how to cook
she already told me now ... so i learn it =)
lastly ...i success in the cooking !! 
haha...feels so excited 
and i have fried an egg to her too...
BUT ...!!
i so stupid , i forgot that , nobody going to bring me go DP to take the porridge to her -.-
aawwhh ><
feel so bad !!
nvm 
i promise to my baby kim i will cook for her again ...
so , i will find a day that both of us are free
went to her house and cook for her ...
=)

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Helpless ...


i feel really helpless
can you just hold my hand ?
i need you badly , did you know ?
can i just get a warm hug from you 


i am seriously worry about your body and you health 
i feel heartache when you said you feel your stomach full of pain 
i feel helpless when you said you give up with your stomach 
when you are not by my side
i start crying , my eyes keep tears but i cant stop it
i told myself , everything will be alright 
you will be fine 
but i cant eliminate the fear 
 
 
i want you to be safe 
i want you to be with me forever
i'm not misunderstanding you
but can you just when hospital for a body check ?
just make my heart ease 
i know you feel fear too 
but we must face the problem 
dont cares what the result is 
i will always by your side , face the problem together with you 
don't feel fear and scared
 
 
 
dear...
i'm waiting our forever
we sure got alot of next time 
i dont want to lose you in my life 
i need you to take care of me 
i need you all the time 
no one can stop my tears 
except you ... and only you 
you are the one can stop my tears and make me smile again
i already give my heart to you 
you told me you are fine 
i know , then just went for a check okay ?
make me and yourself reassurance
 okay? you promise me before...you still remember ?

I'm back ♥

Hey everyone
i'm back to update my blog with my smile =)



my blog full of dirt and spiderweb
yiiack ><
i have change alot of things 

firstly, i change my blogger page's pic
i edit myself , and it done by half and hour 
i want it to be prefect 
i keep edit and delete it 
what the hell,wasting my time -.-
i change the background 
from leapard to pink polka dot 
love it 
and i also change the song
Rihanna-california king bed 
nice song 
you can search in youtube =)
upload all my new pic 
and the pic with friends
change the word from chinese to english 
i just love it 


start from now 
i will always run here for update
i know somebody waiting to view my blog everyday 
haha
i will come here and make her know my everythings 
trying to be industrious 
hehe



i get my pant that order from daddy nicol 
i ady forget when i order it from her
i think quite long time ago 
maybe last month-.-
hm...now i get it 
street pant in red colour 
love it =)
but i just fool 
i tersalah order L size
BIG size for me larkk
anyway , i can do nothing with that 
shit man ><


hey my sweetie
thanks you very much that you always fetch me here and that
accompany me with your time 
i just cant forgot our 3 month anniversary 
you fetch me to Klebang Beach when night 
went to Sunset Bistro for our dinner 
sitting on the sand 
the wind are cold and nice
the sand got a little bit soft and cold 
lying on your body 
listen to what you say to me
feel so nice and so sweet 
feel so  reluctant when back 
hubby...faster plan for our 4 month anniversary
i'm excited  XD
love you hubby 
thx for all the things you done for me
muacks