Thursday, September 30, 2010

心痛


为什么事情不能两全其美
哭红双眼是我现在唯一有兴趣的事
我知道
眼泪干了
没有用


一条空无一人的道路上
两个机会
两种选择
我没有方向
不想做决定
不想思考
不要



现在已经没有任何心情谈什么after PMR
没有你陪我过假期
根本没有任何意义
为什么
真的那么不好?
真的那么差?
谁可以给我个正确的答案
我不想失去任何人



我们都在乎
可是
做选择的是我
难道不能松手吗
难道不可以都很好吗?




不想放弃
任何人
不想决定
任何事
不想背叛
任何人
不想烦恼
任何事



我可以很开心吗
我可以很幸福吗
我可以借谁的肩膀吗
我可以去海边吗
我可以大哭吗
我可以子逃避吗

疑问满天飞
没有任何指示








我越来越依赖海边
我想念海的味道
我怀念浪的声音
羯~荏~
借我肩膀好不好
陪我去海边好不好
我很辛苦...






I'M SORRY

Thursday, September 23, 2010

doin this kind of thing

during ICC time , it was so boring
 i feel sleepy and i say to myself i cant sleep 
but , finally 
i sleep tooXD


me and ying keep pass the paper
yea.we are chating during that time 
we chat about all the topics
bout after PMR,bout FRIENDSHIP,bout LOVE
we use all the bird,rubbish and also, rojak language
recess time 
we keep laughing at the corridor
coz we saw something special and emo XD
hehe 
i keep coughing this few day
cant tahan larh 
forget to bring my water bottle to school = =
die man
so toilsome u know 
after cough, i headache = =
issshhh ><
after finish my sejarah paper i straight away rush at the table
and 
sleep 
after school got extra class for  discussion somemore
i was no voice larh ><
so hungry 
finally , i go back home and online 
help my friend to create a blog 
it's done XD






Wednesday, September 22, 2010

NEW BLOG NEW ME



create a new blog ady
same as the title 
[new blog new me]
i want to change myself 
really ...
i try my every best to change my life , my mind and also myself
hope that i can do it very well 


i was exit something 
that's the first step i change my life 
i will try to accept coming to me soon 




i just want to say 
Hey my family and frenz
i'll always by your side okay 
i'm the same , i'm yukiko 
just my life will difference not like before 
i'll happy all the time 
hey girls,
i love u all